I’m in a weird mood today. I woke up with the usual congestion and sinus headache and feeling more tired than when I went to bed. I totally have blown my diet again and haven’t exercised in months. I used to love exercising and even watching what I ate. Everything just seems a huge effort anymore.
My plans to revamp my life have fallen again too. Just such a loser.
Then I heard my brother-in-law Joey had a bad heartattack. So who am I not to be taking care of things in my own life? I don’t have half of his problems. According to the specialist, I’m even imagining the sinus problems.
It’s bad enough to realize how small and low class I’ve made my life. It’s worse that I do nothing to fix it when I can.
Thankfully, my brother-in-law will be okay. He has to stay in the hospital until Sunday. But he has to give up smoking and caffeine, especially smoking. He’s been smoking longer than I’ve been alive, but I hope he gives it up for his own sake as well as his family’s.
Update: Cathi is taking a few days off and going to their house today until Tues. She’ll take care of the dog, visit with Joey, get Gerry from the airport and help out. Cathi really has one of the best hearts in this family.